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Hello World. [04 Dec 2008|11:57pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So right now I am sitting up awake at my computer. Normally by this time I would be sleeping. But instead I am up lurking online lol. I wish I could say that I am up because I can't sleep or because I am doing something important..but that would be a lie. Honestly the only reason I am up is because my stupid norton anti virus is taking forever to scan! So I will stay online until it is done doing its thing.

Next week is my last week of school for this semester. I have really loved going back to school. I have actually met some really cool people. I have yet to hang out with them outside of a school setting...but its a plus..I actually talked to people lol. Isn't that a sad statement? But it is true. For some reason when I am not in my element I get so nervous and can't even talk to people. Which is crazy because I love meeting new people. So this semester the cool new people I have met are:

Ellen- She is probably in her late 40s but she is so awesome. She is in my art 101 class and we have so much fun. Sometimes it feels like we are the only ones who care haha. But it is nice because we motivate each other to do better week by week. I can't believe how far I have come in just one semester with drawing. I still don't feel super comfortable drawing from ideas in my head..but I am still working on technique. Now when I look at some of the things I have drawn I am kinda proud of myself. To think just a few months ago I could barely draw anything! And now I can draw a little of something lol. I can't wait to keep taking more classes to learn new interesting things. Anyways, back to Ellen she is originally from Germany so she has a thick German accent. It's really neat how we work together. If she seems like she doesn't understand what the teacher is saying I immediately know how to explain it to her in a way she will understand. Sometimes I think that I can understand other languages that I don't even know. Its weird maybe its just facial expressions or body language. I really feel like I can understand what they are saying.

Eboi(sp?)- I really don't know how to pronounce his name or spell it. He is in my biology class. He is probably in his mid to late 30's. He is incredibly smart. He always gets a 95% on the tests if not 100%. He is from Africa and has such a sweet soul. It's like you look at him and know he is a genuinely good person. Like you feel like you can trust him. He is very similar to Eleen in the way that when he is having trouble understanding something I can explain it to him. Being around him makes me want to do better and succeed. When he tells me about his life it makes me really appreciate my life. He makes me feel like I can do this and I will. I will get to my goal and nothing can stop me but myself.

I have grown through this semester and I am only excited to see what is next. I can see myself succeeding and doing great things. I can see myself working a high profile job and being admired. I want to be known as something more than what I am. I can do it...I have to do it.

After next week I will have sometime to relax. I need to go through all my stuff and get rid of a ton. I always hold on to things that I need to let go. So now I am going to let them go and try to organize my life. I want to stop being such a mess and take control. Also since I will have a few weeks off from school I want to have fun! So the list of things I need to do while on break....

1. Drink! I need to get totally wasted! Test tube shots anyone??? =)
2. I must have a get together at my house. I hate never having people over to hang out.
3. I need to dance!! Stoneys is a must.
4. Put christmas lights up on the house!
5. And... a lot more stuff..

I love you, I love new opportunities, and I can't wait to see what will happen next..

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omg [13 Sep 2008|12:24am]
I know its been soooo long! I am so mad at myself for not keeping up. I figured some of you probably forgot what I looked like...soo...lol.


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Birthday [07 Feb 2008|12:51am]
Happy Birthday to me.

I'm 25 today.

Life: I am happy, truly happy. I have a wonderful boy friend, great friends, and a job I can tolerate.

Family: Even though we sometimes don't always get along I think this past year we have grown closer. I find myself actually wanting to call them to tell them something random. I'm happy that we are slowly growing closer together.

I hope that this year I can get closer to my ultimate goal of being a freelance photographer. Slowly I am inching my way there so hopefully this is the year I get even closer. I still have my eye on the goal so all I need is motivation and money. =)

What I will end with is that even though I don't talk to my friends all the time or see them on a regular basis we will always be there for each other. I just want to say thank you to my friends who have stuck by my side through the good and the bad. I love you to death and would do anything for you. I'm happy to spend another great year creating life long memories.
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[13 Aug 2007|09:15pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

Day Two:

So since I haven't had the internet this is the first time my boy friend has seen me online. He voiced to me earlier today that he doesnt know why I can write on an online journal, yet not let him read it. The question of the year. A journal to me is a place where I can display intamate thoughts, feelings, and emotions. When I write in here its not only for updates but sometimes it is to vent. Now I do beleive that in a relationship secrets should not be kept...but sometimes everything does not need to be said. I think I hurt his feelings telling him that I would not like him to read my journal...so we will see. Just sometimes I get so alone that this is the only place to run to...

Any FLAMING LIPS fans out there? Well if you don't know there is going to be a free concert at the palms pool September 16th. If you are interested in going then you have to go to a Green Valley Grocer(sp?) and buy an 18 pack of miller lite. Its only 11 dollars...on the box you have to look for a sticker that says you get 2 free tickets to see the flaming lips. With that sticker and your receipt you go to the palms box office and they will give you 2 free tickets. So if you love me, love the flaming lips, or just love semi-free stuff..come out! I already got 4 tickets! Beer pong anyone? haha.

So last night was a meteor shower. It was pretty awesome just watching the sky rain. I have never seen that before. Makes me appriciate the beauty of the sky.

OH! I have finally decided to give up flip flops!

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Day Two:

So since I haven't had the internet this is the first time my boy friend has seen me online. He voiced to me earlier today that he doesnt know why I can write on an online journal, yet not let him read it. The question of the year. A journal to me is a place where I can display intamate thoughts, feelings, and emotions. When I write in here its not only for updates but sometimes it is to vent. Now I do beleive that in a relationship secrets should not be kept...but sometimes everything does not need to be said. I think I hurt his feelings telling him that I would not like him to read my journal...so we will see. Just sometimes I get so alone that this is the only place to run to...

Any FLAMING LIPS fans out there? Well if you don't know there is going to be a free concert at the palms pool September 16th. If you are interested in going then you have to go to a Green Valley Grocer(sp?) and buy an 18 pack of miller lite. Its only 11 dollars...on the box you have to look for a sticker that says you get 2 free tickets to see the flaming lips. With that sticker and your receipt you go to the palms box office and they will give you 2 free tickets. So if you love me, love the flaming lips, or just love semi-free stuff..come out! I already got 4 tickets! Beer pong anyone? haha.

So last night was a meteor shower. It was pretty awesome just watching the sky rain. I have never seen that before. Makes me appriciate the beauty of the sky.

OH! I have finally decided to give up flip flops! <GASP!> haha they make my feet really dirty anyways. So I am now on the hunt for big girl summer shoes. Wish me luck!

Until..possibly tomarrow...
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[12 Aug 2007|09:40pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

Hello,

It's always the same. I am alive...blah blah blah. So lets see if I can come up with something new. Ok so I haven't written in this in a long time. I have internet now so we will see if I will keep writing in it. After so long it doesn't become a necesity to write in this and update my life to my friends. I hope that possibly I will be able to update..we will see.

I had the best drunk sex last night! Now, let me explain. It wasn't porn star sex but I definetly got what I came for. It was that hard thrusting, make you sweat...SEXXX! It was like OMG yes you are in that deep sex! ha! I am so satisfied with my sex life you have no idea. I want to have sex everyday, when I wake up, and right before I go to sleep. I haven't been like "old Sophia" in such a long time. Don't you remeber that..."I wish you would be like old Sophia" haha. Its funny to think how much things have changed in the past few years. New friends, friends I used to love and cherish that are no longer there, and growing up. I don't regret any choices I made good or bad. I cherish every memory and hold it close to my heart. I still love to dance, love to get silly drunk every so often, and dress up. "old Sophia" is still there just a little different...a little more grown up. So I don't want to jinx myself but so far I have lost 14lbs. With past relationships and losing track of my health I got a bit out of control with my weigh. But, I am back on track and can't wait to get healthy.

The sky is going to rain tonight...until next time...

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[29 Aug 2006|10:13pm]
Ahh!! Guess what?!! I Got promoted to be a manager. So what is going to happen is I am going to move to the NW side of las vegas to be near the store. Plus it is a lot cheaper to live on that side of town so I am excited. I will be living in a 1 bedroom apartment all by myself...ahh finally no roomates! I am so excited. Plus I am getting a raise! wooo!!

Just wanted to share the good news. If anyone knows of anyone who is renting..any ideas would help.
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[16 Jul 2006|01:53pm]
Hey!!!

I am alive!!

Thank Maureen for inviting Brandon and I over last night. mmm portabello mushroom burger!! mmmm!!

Tonight at 8:30pm I leave for Reno for 2 weeks!

more to come...

-Sophia
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[24 Jun 2006|01:17am]
I went to a rave in Albuquerque, New Mexico! ahahah.

I danced the night away...it was hot in..thur!

How random!

It was called "Breakbeats" so fun! One of the girls from my work invited me!
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[22 Jun 2006|10:19pm]
So when you spend a lot of time by yourself it gives you a lot of time to think. Think...think..think.

So all I keep thinking about is SEX. How I want it, where I want it, what I want to wear, and what new kinky things I can try when I get it. Today right when I got off work (They are finally able to function without me, wow only took about 2 weeks) I went straight to Fredricks of Hollywood and went shopping. Now, mind you, I am not that kind of lady. I do like it "freaky naughty" at times but..I've never been one for lingerie. I do like the way it looks I often go to lingerie websites and stare at what I would like to get one day. Today I bought my first corset! Now you might be thinking "but Sophia I have seen you wear corsets before" and you are true...BUT this is a nice one! So this is my first REAL corset. I even got some night thighhigh fishnets to go with it. I'm so ready for some sex!

My trip ends here on Monday and even though I can't wait to go home its kinda nice being away. Even though I am all alone, I have done so much these past few weeks than I have done in the past few months. I can't wait to travel to another place. I really do just want to move. I wish I could just have Brandon move with me wherever I go. I love him so much..I just wanna go on an adventure! See the world!

So since I've been on the internet way too much my time here I got to talk to my old friend Nicole. She was raised in Albuquerque and..now her dad is picking me up from the airport! haha. He only asks that I buy him his favorite pizza from Dions. Not that I needed a ride from the airport its still a very nice offer. I mean I haven't seen him in like a year. What people will do for food, I like it! More people need to be like that. the world would be a much fatter place, oh wait it already is! Fatty needs food...roll fatty to the buffet!

My minds already wondering...I think I need sleep..
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My Adventure Part 2!! [19 Jun 2006|09:13pm]
So hanging out with yourself isn't as bad as I thought! I'm actually having a great time. I'm doing things that I want to do and no one can hold me back...except the native american gangsters. **SCARY** But I have been having a blast. Talking to random people, riding the bus where ever I need to, and seeing different things around town. I probably know more about Albuquerque than Vegas...ok ok ok I've gone to far but really..it seems like there is more to do here. Since I am not really into clubing, casinos, or gambling..its fun walking around town.

What I have done thus far:
Saturday night went to downtown. They call this the weekend "hotspot". Basically where all the cool clubs and bars are. So their version of the strip. I took the bus there, I was a little nervous to be honest, but I needed to get out of my hotel room and see the town! So when I got there is was pretty dark so I walked fast and got to 6th and Central. Where is all happens! Bars on both sides of the streets, clubs everywhere...and the street was closed so people were everywhere. Now since I am by myself I don't want to go "up in the club" I want to chill at a bar, tavern...something! I walk up and down the street and finally make my decision. A tavern on the corner. Seems like a happening place nice people going in there..no ghetto people like all the clubs so I go in. So no hot guys, not that I am looking, but they are nice to look at haha. No seats by the bar all full..so I walk around. After waiting about 10 minutes I get a drink. I love to people watch! So I stand and watch people talking, their body language, and drunk girls dancing. I finally make my round and find a seat! Its by this guy who is in his mid 40's. Seems nice enough..plus I just wanna chill. So I sit down and he starts to chat. Tells me that there is a waiting list for the bar...which means it takes a LONG time to get a drink. After waititng we start to talk. He then gets the bartenders attention and buys me a drink, what a gentleman. We then start to talk about life. His name is Brian, he has been married twice, and is from Alaska. He is in town for a conference. He then continues to buy me drinks all night...SCORE! I ended up with a nice buzz and a good person to talk to. I even asked to see his id...I mean gotta know who I am talking to.

Sunday I have off, woohoo! I decided my adventure for the day was to go to Old Town. So many people helping me on the way. Mind you, they were males...and that is one good thing about being a female..they are willing to help. Especially since I seemed, and was, so lost haha. So they pointed me in the right direction and I found where I needed to go. Did you know that there are a lot of native american tribes in or near albuquerque? I didn't! and wow it was so neat seeing all the hand made jewlery, art, and pottery. So much history in this little part of town. I was talking to this older male probably in his 70's and he told me to go to a bunch of places. Where to see a 100 year old tree and where to find a church that is over 100 yrs. old! Still in the same place. I bought a lot of souveners here. I walked for a long time going from shop to shop. They have hot air balloon rides here! I sooo wanna go on one!! Its 150 per person and you ride for about 3 hours then you come down and have a brunch. One day I will have to do that. They look so fun and beautiful.

Monday went to work. After work went on a bus adventure. I had to cash my check and didn't know where to go. So I rode it until we passed a place that did it. Once I saw a place had to walk about 3 blocks to get to it again. Got my money and went to DIONS pizza for dinner. My friend Nicole told me about this place. She said they have the best pizza. And it was mmm mmm good. After I went to go catch the bus again back to my hotel. This is when I realized I was not in a good part of town at all. I was actually a little scared. but stood my ground and hoped that the bus would come soon. Took a seat on the bench and an older native american man sat down. For a good 5 minutes he sat there mumbling to himself before I realized he was talking to me. He then sat closer to me and was talking about life. I did feel a little safer having a man with me there at the bus stop and hoped that he would not harm me. eep. Then this older black male came and sat with us too. He was an odd guy he had a hude wooden cross around his neck. He then was also mubling about life. He was from Texas. Then came this HUGE Native American male and the guy who was already there start talking in I guess Native American. Using symbols and talking to eachother. Then all of a sudden these other two Native American males walk by and give dirty looks to the guys sitting with me. Then they really start using the symbols. They put a finger up to their mouth, then wave there hand infront of their body, and held up their fists like they were ready to fight. I then started to get REALLY nervous. I kept looking to see when the bus would come but no sign. Then I realized that they were really saying they did not want to fight. Told the black man to stop talking about it, that it was in the past. And they still kept doing the same hand motions..almost like they were pushing away the negative energy. Needless to say..it freaked me out and it was wierd. Definetly something I wouldn't learn other than being in the ghetto. The bus finally came, made it just in time to catch the other bus and made it home. Got some yummy satellite coffee on the way...mmm carmel dulce need more!!

I have tomarrow off and I plan on going to the botanical garden. Should be fun. If I'm up for it might go to the aquarium too!
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I'm in Albuquerque, New Mexico!!! [12 Jun 2006|10:00pm]
Yup thats right I am out of town. I will be in Albuquerque for 2 weeks on a work trip. One of our managers put in her 2 weeks so I am running the store until they find a replacement. I'm excited because I get to run my own store for two weeks but nervous. I almost feel like everything is a test and I don't want to fail. I know my stuff and shouldn't be nervous...but I'm a perfectionist when it comes to work. So hopefully I won't freak myself out too much.

But, this gives me the opportunity to go out by myself. I'm excited. I think I want to check out the zoo, some museums, and old town. Now I do wish someone was with me to share my experience with...but I'm excited to do it all alone. I think I want to ride around town on the bus. So far I have found a rockabilly night thursday nights and a tiki bar which I HAVE to check out. *NiiiiiiiicccccccCCCCCkkkkKKkkkkkk* Ah the memories. hehe

While I was waiting to board my flight I was talking to this older black male and he was so funny. He was probably in his 70's but he looked like he was in his 50's. He had no wrinkles on his face! He was so nice. He was telling me some places to check out. Then another older white female told me other hot spots as well. I love nice people. We were nonstop talking for like 20 minutes. I just wanted to hug them and call them my own. Grandpa & Grandma! One Black and White....my own personal oreo cookie! hehe.

So my hotel is nice. Staying at Amerisuites. It almost seems like a waste so much room for only one person. There is a pull out bed and everything. I want to have a sleepover or something. But not THAT kind of sleepover. I'm a taken woman. =)

Gym is right next door to my room...I think my work is trying to tell me something, jk.. =)

I hope I find more stuff to do tomarrow.

The end of Day 1.
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A Date by Yourself? [09 Jun 2006|09:43pm]
Have you ever thought about just being alone? Going out to dinner alone? Going to the movies alone?

Getting all dressed up to spend a night by yourself?

An interesting thought that just popped into my head. I chickened out though. The thought of it is so scary...yet gives me somewhat of a rush.

I called an old friend today and it was his birthday. I haven't spoken to him in like 6 months. I think im psychic or something. HA! Ya right.

But back to the going out alone and dressing up...I think I might do that. Pre-party, Party, and After party...all alone. In groups I am known to be fun....but can I be fun alone?

Atleast I will know the outcome of my night...fall asleep or masterbate. Its really a win win situation.

=)
ps. Brandon is out of town...whats a girl to do with herself?
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Memorial Day [29 May 2006|11:55am]
Hey I have today off. What are you up to?!!!
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[03 May 2006|03:39pm]
Wow! I'm finally writing in this thing..

Well its been a while. A quick update Brandon and I are doing great. Things are finally starting to go right into place in my life. So that is a plus. I do need to start getting out more so if you wanna hang out give me a call! oh and I have a new number!!! I've been getting my hair cut so its pretty short but looks cute.



So I'm starting to get pumped up..and want to take some pictures. I have been in the dumps for a while but I want to get back on track. So I've taken pictures of adults, kids....now..I want to take pictures of animals.

So! here is the deal..if you have a pet..I want to take its picture! with you included or of just your pet.

With my photography I want to be good in all fields..so that includes pets.

I know you have pets! Also if you want to get pictures taken of your family, friends, or of yourself..that would be great as well.

I'm excited!
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[03 Mar 2006|06:26pm]
Hey guess what?

I got the promotion at my work!!

I am now the Manager in Training!

Next week is our regional meeting and I'm going. Arizona for 3 days. ahhh.


Yay!! I'm soo excited.

On a sad note..found out this morning that Brandons stepmom commited suicide last night. Over drank herself and took pills. Its really sad.
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[21 Feb 2006|03:59pm]
AHHHHH! So I'm excited! My old manager was fired...soo....that means there is an opening to be the new MIT(Manager in training). Ah! I hope I get it..I mean its seriously my turn. I should of had this last year. But now I think I have a chance. I don't know what I will do if I don't get it. I deserve it, I'm so ready for it. If I don't get it..I will have to start looking for a new job. I need to be in a place where I know I can advance.

So whatever you believe in..pray for me, wish me luck, cross your fingers, hope for me to break a leg(or not), or hope for the best. I need this more than you can even imagine.
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[15 Feb 2006|08:21am]
So I never write in this thing. But there are things going in my life. Hmmm where to start...

Well this past weekend Sunday and Monday went to LA. Second weekend in a row to go out of town! I'm lovin it! My sis Sayo, Aunt Mila, and my two little cousin's went to LA to pick up Mari Luz my Godmother. The drive down there took forever! We stopped at every stop to check things out. It was wondeful just taking our time. I bought this cute top at the Levi outlet! 7 bucks! I'm excited! Being around these kiddies is really getting my spanish to be better. Because they only speak spanish so that is pretty cool for me. Even though they came down here to learn english. While in La we stayed at the Marriot hotel by LAX airport. It was really nice. In the morning they had an amazing buffet haha. Fatty needs food...so I liked it. Its like they had everything you would ever want for breakfest. Waffles, pankaces, omlets, fresh fruit, yogurt, oatmeal...the list goes on. They even had those mini jars of jelly. haha. After we ate we left to downtown LA! I love it down there. We were all up in the fashion district like whoa. I needed so much more money but I still ended up getting a few cute things. I got this cute camo skirt goes to my knees..very comfy. I then got the cutest beige top..hard to explain but it has some lace up front..almost looks like they made a shirt from an antique table cloth. I got a beaded necklace with earings and this mini jacket thing. Soo cute! Then when we were done shopping we ate at this yummy chinese restaurant in China town! mm mmm good! I love china town... I had these spicy green beans with white rice. Everyone else ordered meat..so I stuck with my beans hehe. It was very good though so it was worth it.

Valentines day!! Woot woot! This year was just so different for me. I wasn't expecting anything..I didnt expect to get roses in the morning...get a card...or better yet jewlery. It was just another day filled with hearts! I love hearts so it worked out. I mean I could wear my red with pride...because it was red and pink day! So I worked all day then met up with Brandon at Barnes and Noble to find a good vegetarian cook book. Out plan for the night was to make lasana! I don't know about you but I rarely have time to cook big meals like this..or even know how so deciding to stay in and fully make a meal was a fantastic idea. After looking through dozens of cookbooks I finally found the perfect recipe. Tons of veggies and cheese hehe. I wanted all the veggies..Brandon wanted all the cheese. So then we made our way to Wild oats and got all the veggies..mostly organic. If you didn't know...not all the veggies at that place are organic. I thought the whole point to buy veggies there was because there was an abundance of organic veggies. I mean yes they have more choices then your average market..but still..I would expect more from them since the prices are so high. But nontheless we got all are veggies..some organic some regular. We did manage to get everything else organic which was awesome. Then we were finally on our way back to Brandon's house to make our meal. At this point it was 8pm. We had our recipe out and we were ready to go. We had to finely chop the veggies, wash everything thoroughly, and mix it with perfection. With both of us doing equal work...it wasn't until 10pm till we actually put the lasanga into the oven haha! Shows how much I know about preparing for lasana. I mean you picture valentines day as a day you get dressed up, you buy your lingerie and you get ready for some lovin. But spending this quality time together was just great. Working together to prepare a meal for 6 people haha. then we just sat on the couch and talked while it was baking. Taked about old times..and our love. So cheesy but true. I just love him so much. He definetly makes me smile. So it wasn't until 11:30pm that we got to eat. But it was worth the wait!! This was the best lasana I have ever had. OMG!! Sooo good. We should become a food making team! haha. Needless to say...I have leftovers for lunch and dinner today haha. Oh! I forgot another great part to the night before his mom went to bed...she set the table for us..with her finest china! It was so nice...we had a candlelit dinner. ooo lala. I mean this glasses we drank from Brandon's mom said that if he broke one..he wouldn't be allowed to come back home. I mean for her to let us use those for the night was somethin special.

So to end this journal I would like to say..I had a great birthday. Simple and sweet. Got to see my brother the weekend before. Hung out with my family for cake and ice cream. Ended it with 80's night and breakfest with friends. Thank you Keith for making another memorable birthday for me. I love you! hmm... anyone up for a tampico challenge? =)
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Happy Birthday to me! [08 Feb 2006|08:05pm]
Happy LATE Birthday Amy!!! Haven't been online to wish you a happy day.

Anyways...birthday..la la la....I'm now 23.

If you wanna party with me...come to 80's night tonight!!

10:30pm suncoast!
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[03 Feb 2006|09:46am]
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